For months everything had been the same. At least, that is how it felt. I was stuck in fear, stuck in my desire to feel safe and have a home. But what I felt was fear, loneliness, submission, weakness, and then, boredom, anger, entrapment.
I broke out, out of the place I had initially sought out because I had believed it to be exciting and supportive and new, different. Instead, it turned out to be governed by fear and cold and dishonesty. It became asphyxiating, stale, monotonous, dead ...For too long I had been afraid to lose her, but then, I had lost part of her a long time ago.
And when the dreams started I knew it was time to let go, to stop clinging to illusions, to cry my lost love and to move on ...
me, 2009, 100 x 80 cm, ed.3
stone circle memory, 2009, 100 x 70 cm, ed. 3
rock pool, 2009, 100 x 70 cm, ed. 3
time to collision, 2009, 100 x 70 cm, ed. 3
